Pei Ying's

Today worked from 8am to 8pm. Damn tired and sleepy when I'm working. And the envirnment there is so SUCKY and people there are idiot.

Afternoon I got lots of things I think of and want to post it, but now I'm so lazy that I don't feel like typing every single thing out.

Have been very lazy recently, I have no idea why. But I'm just super lazy.

Finally no more Japanese anymore already. Cause today is my last lesson. And today is WEB CAM DAY! Took many many photos with SHERLYN and my classmates. Photos are all in my facebook. Can go there see if you people want. =)

 Our Jap teacher!!

 Video call with SHERLYN for awhile in class today. LOL!

I'm feeling so tired now after two days of standing at work. The feeling is so nice when I'm going back to work. When I'm not working I complain that at home nothing to do. Last time working that time I complain working is tiring. But after this job, I got a different feeling. Working is fun when you put your heart into it. It may be boring sometimes. But when someone buy my product I'm really happy, I got the "man zu gan". I hope next week I will still get to work, cause is quite nice working even though is quite tiring. And when I get my pay? I will be so damn happy when I see the amount of money I get. I hope my next holiday I can get a office job. Cause I want to try something different. =)

Tomorrow is my law test and I haven even study a single thing cause I'm working for Saturday and Sunday. Now I'm going to do my last minute study. I hope something can get into my head. Cause my grade for law now is F1, a big fat FAIL! =( I don't want to repeat module. I hope I can at least get a D. Wish me luck tomorrow k? GOOD LUCK FOR DBI0906 people tomorrow. JIA YOU ORH!!!!!

After my law test I'm left with Java project and Law project before my exams. I hope I can finish everything on time. =) Same goes to my friends and HUBBY too!! JIA YOU!!!!!

I'm so not in the mood. I don't what to do. I don't know what to say. I don't know, I what also don't know.

I don't know how to be a girl who can remember things well.
I don't know how how to be a girly girl.
I don't know how to make you really trust me.
I don't know how to be a good girlfriend.
I don't know how to be responsible.
I don't know how to take care of myself.
I don't know how to treasure myself.
I don't know how control my temper.
I don't know how to communicate the right way with the right person.
I don't know how to do many things.
I don't know how to ask when I don't know about something.
I don't know how to express myself the right way.
I don't know how to control myself.
I don't know how to..
I don't know how to..
I don't know how to..
 

I have so many don't know, I"M SO FREAKING USELESS!! So useless right? IS JUST A FREAKING DAMN GAME!! WHY AM I AFFECTED SO MUCH? JUST BECAUSE IS THAT PERSON IN THAT ROOM? SHIT THIS DAMN GAME!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!! I ALWAYS DON'T DO THINGS RIGHT!1! DAMN USELESS RIGHT?

Finally, Network project done, now I'm only left with Java and Law. So happy!! =)

Today HUBBY came to my house after he finish his Java things. After our dinner, we watched "10 Promises To Your Dog". I can't remember the exact title of the movie. But is a very nice movie, wanted to watch that time when it is in theatre. But SOMEONE don't want to watch or something on, so end up I didn't get to watch that show. But today I watched with HUBBY! So nice and touching and sad. I cried until like small baby like that. =( But worth watching cause is really nice. HEHE! Dogs are cute and nice to have one. But I'm not suitable to have aw dog. Why? Cause if the dog leave me, I will cry like crazy. I don't like that feeling.

Tomorrow got to go working, hope I won't be lazy. HEHE!!!

Didn't blog yesterday, cause wasn't in the mood to do so.

Today lesson is only 2hours as Statistics lecture was cancelled. So we go school for Java practical lesson from 11am to 1pm. Very short right? After practical lesson went to eat then stuck at computer lab till 5pm to do my network project. But I do not know how to do a report for IT module. Stuck in the lab doing network project and stuck looking at the network case study thing for a few hours. Make my eyes very tired and this is why I'm feeling so sleepy.

Dinner in school with HUBBY and now I'm home doing project. But I don't know how to do. =(

empty post!

Had my Japanese Role Play today, I can say that role play with SHERLYN and MONISSA was not bad. But I forget a few words, I hope I won't cause SHERLYN they all to minus mark. =) Role play is down, meaning I'm only left with a few things from now till my main exam.

List of things that are not done yet..
1. Java practical test (tomorrow)
2. Network project (by Friday)
3. Law test (next Monday)
4. Japanese E-Assignment (next Tuesday)
5. Law project (week 17)
6. Java project presentation (week 17)

This are what I remember for the time being. If there's more please tell me ok? THANKS!! =D

Skipped my Network lecture today again, cause I wasn't feeling well then actually wanted to go home and rest but after thinking about going home I will have to listen to all the complaints at home I choose not to go home early. So went to AMK Hub to watch movie with my HUBBY. Watched "Tooth Fairy". Is a cute and nice movie for me, but I not sure for other people? But worth watching cause is quite a heartwarming movie and also funny at the same time. =)

After movie went Tampinese IKEA with HUBBY, cause he is meeting his mum there to buy things. Then I went home at around 8plus cause HUBBY and his mum is still shopping and I don't want to go home too late. But end up I reached home around 10plus, which is still quite late. =P

On my way home I met some irritating people! When waiting for bus at the bus stop near my house there is two biker ride pass and shouted Hello to me, when they can't even see my face properly and I DON"T EVEN KNOW THEM. Ridiculous right? After that when bus 87 come, board the bus and saw this stupid A NEI keep staring at me. Really feel like digging his eyes out at the time, cause is really irritating having someone I do not know keep staring at me. After I reached home, bathed and everything. On my laptop and saw a new contact request from my MSN, so I accept it to see whether is it any of my friend a not, cause the email is quite a weird one. And when the person online he ask me who am I?! Then I was like what the hell, I should be asking who the hell are you than you asking me who am I. Then I never reply him, he ask me how he got my email? DAMN THIS GUY, is he add me and he can ask me how he got my email. Then I ignored him again, he ask me do I cam? And he ask me want to see him on cam! SHIT this guy, I immediately delete and block him from my contact. STUPID PERVERT!!!!!

Tomorrow is my Java Practical test, even though is open book but I still scare I will fail this test. I have no confident at all. =(

Not going to post about the 90 things what girls should know about guys anymore. Cause I find it quite boring and I don't even know whether is there anyone out there reading my blog. But is ok if no one is reading about it. Cause is all my personal things.

Today finish school at around 2pm+. After that I went to a "hut" to practice my Japanese role play thing with SHERLYN and MONISSA. WEIREN, YEE SENG, ANDY and HAN SHENG are there too. Me, SHERLYN and MONISSA had a lot of fun when practicing our role play. SHERLYN act like one gangster. DAMN FUNNY! Can't stop laughing. After practicing I went to find HUBBY cause he was also practicing but finish early than me.

Went to Junction 8 with HUBBY and walk around. Buy some drinks and snacks to go my house to eat. =) HUBBY have been paying on the things we bought. Feeling quite guilty, but I also don't have the money to return him back. =( How I wish school faster end then I can start working and earn more money then I can go out with HUBBY! MUACKS MUACKS!!

Reached my house, played KOC and facebook, eat dinner,watch TV and practice our japanese role play. Today is the first time I'm practising with my HUBBY. Super duper fun. HUBBY keep laughing cause I keep playing and giving stupid face while doing the role play. And reward is given when we correct our own mistakes. So fun! I want more of this type of stuffs with my HUBBY! =)

Wish me luck for tomorrow role play. Same goes to my HUBBY and people who are having their role play or test tomorrow. =)

9/90 things girls should know about guys.

Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don't show it.

Homed for the whole day today cause I'm sick. Flu, cough and headache. =(

Sometimes I really don't like staying at home. Cause I will be hearing my mum complaining about my grandma and my grandma complaining about my mum. I really don't know why they have so many things to complain. And once they complain finish? They will start throwing stupid attitude don't for what shit. At the end of the day is always me and my sibling kana. This is so shit can?? At home also can't have peace. REALLY IRRITATING!!!!

I miss my HUBBY!

8/90 things girls should know about guys..

Boyfriends need to be assured often that they're still loved.

Didn't blog for yesterday cause I'm down with bad flu and HUBBY want me to go sleep early, no using of computer yesterday. Yesterday was SYEERAH birthday, so we give her a surprise birthday cake. Waited for her to come back to school than we celebrate her birthday with her. After SYEERAH finish blowing the candles I went off already. Cause the day before is SIYAN birthday and I ate a lot of cake already. Now I see cake I will feel like vomiting.

Have been spending money this few days. I'm already broke but friends birthday are all round the corner. =( I'm totally broke now.

Today, stayed at home cause HUBBY will be working for today and tomorrow. So I think I will use this two days to do my projects and do a little of study for my upcoming exams. And SONGWEN, I hope you are OK ya? Don't worry about school work for the time being ya?

7/90 things girls should know about guys..

Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SI YAN!!!!

School ends at around 4pm today. So after school went to a "hut" outside Mac to had my Jap role play practice with SHERLYN, MONISSA and YEESENG. SHERLYN is so funny that we cannot stop laughing. But overall the practice is fun. But we are like stuck there for quite awhile? Cause it is raining heavily soon after we reach the hut and there are no shelter at all. Damn funny.

After school went to celebrate SIYAN birthday at Kovan. We had our dinner at 212 there. Had a lot of fun when eating and my mood is damn high which I don't really know why. After dinner we went to cut cake at Kovan park and played awhile there then go home. I had a lot of fun today but I hope SIYAN is having fun too. =) And best of all today all of us are there, we have HUBBY, ZICHENG, JIAXIN, ZHENHUI and ZHENHUI'S BF.

6/90 things girls should know about guys...

Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationship.

School ended quite early today. So after school went to take thing with HUBBY at Orchard. After that went to Plaza Singapura to have my super late lunch. Cause today I cannot wake up in the morning and I did not go for my morning lecture today. Luckily I passed my admin card to SHERLYN yesterday, cause I told her I scare I late for school today. And I really late! =D

Recently nothing much happened. But tomorrow is SIYAN 19th birthday. I hope she enjoy her birthday tomorrow even though is just a very simple dinner with her. Hope she will feel better. =)

5/90 things girls should know aout guys..

Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it is usually more important than the body

Had my Economics presentation today. For the whole 10mins of the project I only talk for 1minutes and 30 second. Is a super short presentation of mine. And after presentation me and my classmates took a lot a lot of photos together. Especially taking with SHERLYN, AMAN and JESSICA. Photos are all in my facebook. So girls go my facebook see ok? I will tag you girls. =)

After school I went to eat dinner with my HUBBY. We went to Hougang Mall to eat Ichiban sushi. The food we ordered quite nice, can go back eat sometimes if I got money. Cause I'm super broke now. HEHE! Not going to post much today. Cause I'm quite lazy today. =P

4/90 things girls should know about guys..

A usual act that proves that guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5's are the signs.

Today just finish Java informal presentation and tomorrow is my formal presentation for my Economics. Have to wear office wear, meaning formal wear. Shirt, pant or skirt and covered heel or flat shoe. Hope tomorrow the teacher won't be very strict cause I don't really know what I'm should say. After tomorrow Economics meaning I'm left with my Network, Java and Law. And straight after my projects I have to start studying for my EXAMS already. =( SIAN!

Watched TOGETHER last episode with my HUBBY today. And the ending is a bit rush? But overall is a happy ending. So not that bad lo. =P HUBBY went home straight after the show cause tomorrow got presentation, need to sleep early. I now got to go do my Jap thing and prepare for tomorrow already. =) Night people. And all the best to my classmates for tomorrow presentation. =)

3/90 things girl should know about guys...

Guys are very open about themselves if you ask.

Spent my whole day with my HUBBY but at the same time spending it with my project too. I didn't know just doing a simple GUI will take up so much of my time. Is tough! =( But I did it! Even though is not a nice one. =) Today nothing much to post about. Cause not special really happen and things are fine. I like spending my time with my HUBBY cause he always make me smile. =) My post today is full of this -> =) .

2/90 things girl should know about guys...

Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

Stayed in school for projects from afternoon till evening on a Saturday. A bit not use to it? Cause most of my Saturday I will be spending with my HUBBY if not I'm working. But this time round I'm doing project in school. And is quite a tiring thing for me to sit there whole there looking at the computer with so many words there. And I talked a lot with my classmates, HANQUAN, SONG WEN, SYEERAH, WEI REN and AMANDA. The things we talk are quite funny. And SYEERAH expression really look like ONE. LOL! As the time get later, everyone went home one by one. And I had my dinner today with HANQUAN at Junction 8. After our dinner we went to Coffee Bean to continue doing our Java project. Homed at 11pm. So tired. =(

Messages wil always lead to misunderstanding if we never read a message properly or the sender did not send clearly what he/she is trying to mean. I'm sorry once again. For being so selfish and didn't think about how you feel. I know I have been saying sorry far too many times. =( But until I really changed I can only say sorry.

less quarrel = more laughter
less argument = more happiness
less unhappiness = more longer we will be
3 sentences of rubbish done by me.

1/90 things girl should know about guys...

Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it's negative, then it's cool.

Went to buy my heels for presentation today and I'm broke after buying the shoe. =( But is quite nice? Hope I can wear it often.

Had a argument with HUBBYtoday. Maybe not one is two? One in the afternoon and one during the night. Recently we are like keep having argument? We are both sensitive, I'm very sensitive I admit but as for HUBBY I always never really ask or spare a thought for HUBBY. But today I really know already, I really do. I don't like the feeling of having argument almost everyday. We can have argument because of very small things. I'm not your perfect girlfriend and you are not my perfect boyfriend. You may be almost a perfect boyfriend for me. But no one is perfect, there is always something that make you imperfect, it may be just a very small thing that make you imperfect. All I know is I don't need a perfect boyfriend. I only need someone who can love me as much as I love him.

I don't feel like saying much here. Cause most of them are my personal things. And I don't think this blog is for friends to see my stories.

I will work hard in our relationship and
make it a better one.

No more broken promises.

I'm having a bad headache now again. And with swollen eyes.=( So painful but I can't go to sleep cause I have to do my economic PowerPoint slides. I hope I won't fall sick cause I still got many things left undone. I can't be lazy and go to sleep now already. =(

Today meet up with JING during dinner time. We had our dinner at Kovan Kobayashi. Very long never eat that already and we find it quite nice. =) Had a lot of fun talking nonsense together. Meeting up once every two week is a nice thing. But only me and JING, hope maybe sometimes the other girls can join us too. I miss them!!

I miss HUBBY!!!

Yesterday whole day didn't really talk to my HUBBY today fianlly can see him, hold his hand and go out with him. =) 

Lesson ended quite early today so went to International Plaza to do something with HUBBY and we waited for a few hours just to get a few papers signed. And we were very hungry and sleepy, so after a very long time of waiting we watched 17 AGAIN on HUBBY psp. And all I can say is ZAC EFRON is handsome and the show is nice. =) After finish our thing we had our late lunch at Junction 8, shop for my formal wear and head to my house to continue watching my 17 AGAIN. HUBBY taste for clothing is so much better then me. =( I'm a girl but I really don't know how to dress up, a bit fail right? Is always HUBBY helping me to choose and pick nice clothes. I really hope in a few years time I will know how to behave like a girl. A girl who know how to dress up, talk nicely, speak softly and stop being so man like now. =P

he is always there for me.
he know what i want and need.
he never stop making me smile.
he is my everything.
I just love him!
My love to him is smth cn nva be described.
nothing gona change my love for you!

I'm feeling so tired. But I have to study for tomorrow Network test, when I don't even know a single thing about network. I think I'm not going to make it for this test too. =(Today just submitted my first project, statistics. I still got economic, java, law and network projects to go. It seems like my projects is never ending. I'm always looking at my projects, projects and still projects. After finish all my projects is exam, exam and exam. Lucky this semester not many exam module but still quite a few. =( But I still need to work hard already. If not I'm not going to make it for year 2.

Got to go study for my network already. Hope I can get something into my head. Same goes to HUBBY too. HUBBY jiayou ya? =)

Make a decision today. From now onwards I am not going to make any target setting or whatever anymore already. Every time I set my target, but I will never reach my target. Every time I will be disappointed and end up crying under my blanket, even until today. I'm still doing the same old thing again and again. I don't want any disappointment anymore, it hurt. Why am I always the failure? And she always get what she want? Why are we so different? Not to compare, but just find that our life is so diffferent.

First day of lesson today, and I'm having projects marathon already. Damn cool right? The moment I start into school today, the first lesson is project module. First things reach school do projects, had my lunch at 11 then after that go library to do project till the next lesson start at 2pm. Went for a one hour lecture and head to library again to do projects. Do till 5pm and went to look for network teacher till 5.30pm, then headed home with HUBBY. When going home we didn't talk much cause HUBBY say he is very tired and I'm feeling quite restless due the short sleeping hour I had. And tomorrow I'm having one full day. Damn sian.